Monday, 1 March 2010


Hey guys,

I'm so sorry it's been so long. I've been awful. Uni is GREAT, but life alongside it has been terrible. I've been through an incredible amount of shit and am just starting to recover from it now. I've been cheated on, people have been starting rumours about me, family breaking up and making me choose sides. Blehhhh. No idea how I'm gonna just get over all of it, so far I've just been messing around, being immature and irresponsible and fucking about for once. Anyone got any better ideas, I'd love to hear them. Give us a comment to show me how you're doing.

Miss you guys.



  1. awww im sorry your not doing too well :/ i hate it when things like this all happen at once its like the world is telling you to go fuck yourself
    were all still here for you and we miss you bunches!!!
    stay strong <3333

  2. Ugh. Sounds like my life a few months ago. Of course I wanted my rents to split but what eve's its all hard. Bleh rummors are dumb. What fucking ass face cheated on you? Thats not cool. Meanwhile while you've been gone My lifes changed allot. I'm living in a house with a father Ihate and a mother who is dumb, but what ever. What The Fucking Ever. Lucky you not having to live with your parents, right?

  3. I wish I could give you some advice, but I'm so good at handling my own problems I'm on Prozac. Ugugug sounds like this whole life thing is out to get you at the moment... I draw or play piano when everything is going to hell, maybe read a few comfort books. Things aren't really better when I'm done, but at least i got away for a bit. Things aren't great for me and sounds like things aren't great for you, but happiness is really good at showing up in a monster's guise, I don't know, maybe it will feel like taking its mask off soon... hopefully...

  4. Miss you. Hope things start picking up for you..
    Keep us updated.

  5. aww honey hope everything gets better soon whats wrong with immature and fucking around your only young once right

    but anyway it may be bad advice but well retricting always makes me feel better :)

    so glad uni is great im going in september cant wait !

    let me know how things are x

  6. thats what I've been doing, just getting fucked to take my mind off everything.
    I really hope things turn around for you soon, we are all here, if you need us, x.

  7. AHHH! I miss you <3 I'm sorry you're having to go through all that shit : / Hopefully things will get better for you darling.
    I'm glad uni is going well for you at least.
    I don't think I can give you very good advice....especially since I'm therapy, on meds, and just bought a bottle of whiskey to get me through the night :D
    I've been fine I guess, just doing the ED and going to school : / Not so exciting.
    Keep us posted when you get a chance.
    Stay strong <3

  8. Miss you x
    I'm afraid I can't offer you any advice, but I'm feeling similar to you at the moment I think.
    Uni is good, but struggling to cope with life in general.
    I hope things get better for you soon, love xxx

  9. I just finished reading all your posts and want to say you are so inspirational. You're so positive in the most honest way. I love that. Yeah life get's shitty and you have your moments but at least from what you've written you take it in stride and move on. Ok I know that's probably not the best thing to write considering this post, but I hope things work out in the best way. Stay Strong. Oh and I'll follow you as soon as google let's me!!!

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